Today in about 4 hours my entire life will CHANGE….Someone I hold dear to my heart will waltz out of my life for what will seem like forever.

I leave for a very different change of scenery in less than three weeks, and everyone that I love will be gone!

Sitting here in this empty house all alone got me to a place I needed to go. It got me to reality. Life moves on

There is a battle between  the calendar  and the clock. The clock can only see the now, not the over all plan. The calendar can see the entire plan but struggles with the ever so present… NOW!

To that special someone who leaves today…I love you and that’s all i can say. Best friends for years and i wouldn’t change a thing. Getting to know you was an experience i shan’t  forget, but hold near and dear to my heart. As our lives take us to the unknown there is one thing that is more true than my eyes are blue and that’s “No day but today”.

“We have a connection that can wear and tare but can NEVER be broken” spoken directly from your mouth! I believed this statement and held onto it to it’s last letter and have come to realize that this statement is both true and false. The connection we share is on a very spiritual level that i believe NO ONE can TRULY understand. To see what we have seen, to endure all that we have endured, to share all that we shared, proves that we have something beyond our control. With that said a heart can only take so much before it’s ripped into microscopic pieces, until its shredded into the finest of powders. My heart lies in a very strange place. It lies within a place that both loves and hates what has happened over time. To meet you was by far one of the greatest moments i shall cherish until the day i pass. However saying goodbye will be a bittersweet symphony that shall resolute in my unamended vessel for years to come. A lifting of a wieght that has hung over me for sometime now.

With this said all that is left to say is

 ”Goodbye love, Goodbye love

   Just came to say Gooodbye love…”

I love you and I truly hope that happiness finds you somewhere down the road! Until our paths cross again

With all my love,

Panda Bear