1. My audition!~~~~~~~~So a customer of mine came into my store and fell in love with me! She asked what i love to domy response was “well the occasional dick sucking, but after that MUusical theatre!” she said have you done any shows? i answered and she wa impressed! Then proceeded to tell me that she works for the theatre that prduces Spider man and that she loves my spirit and my charisma and that i NEED to audion for an upand coming show that isgoing to be on broadway in the near future! I literally stood there STUNNED!!!!!!!! and as she left she gave me her card and begged me to email her my resume andheadshot!!!! and so i did!!!!! NEXT THING YOU KNOWWWWW i have an audition next tursday! OMG WTF LKE IS THS HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!! IM FUCKING DREAMING!!!!

2. My fiends and family…….I fucking miss my hoes soooo much!!!!! like i am hvin a blast and i know that this ws the best thing for me but WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart aches for dumb shit!!!!!! all the inside jokes and all the tears!! i reallly grew during y 7 years in fl! But i kep thinking THERE ARE SO MANY MORE MEMORIES TO COME~~~~~~ like i have this whole life ahead of me, and i am dying to see it unfold!!!!!..

3.COLLIN COLLIN COLLIN COLLIN COLLIN COLLIN COLLIN COLLIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FML i have got i BAD!!!! i dont know if it is his amazing loooks. or the fact that he makes me smile not just from my moth bu EVERYWHERE when he talks to me i freeze!!!!! HE tells me things like “MAking you smile is what i was put on this earth to do!” UM CHEESEY but AMAZINGLY CUTE!!!!!!!!! Then i start to think he i playing me or just saying this to you know get in my pants but randomly he will be like….are you smiling? and i am like what.. he says ARE YOU SMILING!!!!! and i say not really and he wil reply i knew it, it started to get a little grey around here!!! OMG  JUST MELT!!!!!!!!! our first like OFFICIAL date is tomorrow at central park! UM AORABLE?????? he flew here just to see me!!!!!!OMG COLLIN ATKINS YOU ARE THE MOST ADORABLE THING IN THE WORLD!!!!!! i jokingly told he that ” my heart is damaged and you can blame the one before” he got so mad and like told methat who ever broke my heart is not onlymentally not stable but must be heartless because i am the most amazing lovehe is has ever had! UM UAS:DNFAS:KGNVADF:KA:FKNADK:FNA:FNV:AKDFNvadfk:vnaDFVKNadfvk;andV:KNadfVK:nadfk:vnadf:VNadFK:nvd:fn

the reason why i say this is our first date is because its the first time he actuall let meplann something! he always just surprised me at work or like randomly came and got me. ugh i am soo hesitant to like make him official because of thepast year i have. i havebeen pulld through the utter andleft  for the fools!

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BTW my spelling and shit is off because the compuer i amusing is fucked up the jey board doesnt wrk well